FATHER UNKNOWN

Chapter Two

Mattie settled into the overstuffed chair at the end of the rectangular living room, and casually rested her feet on the enormous ottoman. “I’m assuming you are all acquainted by now with Karen.”

Frances, Annette, and Karen sat together on the long sofa in front of the large picture window overlooking the backyard where their children played. From her nearby bench, the grandmotherly Grace held Sissy on her lap, silver head bent over coppery curls. Rita sat next to them, staring at the ground.

Across from the three mothers in the room, on the other side of a heavy round oak coffee table offering magazines and a crystal cigarette container filled with neatly stacked cigarettes, Laverne and Joyce sat on the matching love seat. An ashtray and lighter completed the cigarette set on the coffee table. All but Karen and Joyce smoked.

Joyce spoke first. “Yes, we’ve been introduced, but that‘s all!”

Laverne inhaled deeply, blew smoke toward the ceiling, and stared blankly out the window. Annette smiled sympathetically in Karen‘s direction.

Karen caressed her injured arm, massaging it gently near the shoulder, and focused her attention on her children beyond the window. She obviously wasn’t interested in conversation with the other women. Keeping her posture stiff and erect, she sent a very clear message that all she wanted was to get this meeting behind her.

This visibly annoyed Joyce. “Karen is really worryin’ me!” She spoke as though Karen wasn’t even there. “Acts like she don’t belong here, like she’s here by mistake, or something’, like she‘s being imposed upon!”

Frances chewed her bottom lip and watched Joyce curiously, shaking her auburn bobbed head slowing from side to side.

“Like her situation‘s different,” Joyce charged on. Crossing her arms and raising her blond eyebrows, she gave Mattie a green-eyed, sideways squint, and pursed her lips. “From the looks of her, she most definitely belongs here!” Then, switching her gaze to Karen, she asked directly. “Was this the first time that son of a bitch hit you?” Joyce tucked one leg beneath her small body, and smoothed her skirt around her knees, waiting for Karen to speak.

Joyce had moved to Texas from Tennessee, leaving her husband and son buried there. They had been killed in a car crash not two blocks from their home, returning from baseball practice one early spring evening. Joyce quickly discovered the wonderfully numbing qualities of vodka, and commenced to self-medicate herself into a state she could live with enough to get her through the day. And the night. The vodka worked as long as she kept drinking, so she kept drinking. By the time she was thirty, she had sauced herself into full blown alcoholism, hanging out in the Nashville bars, finding plenty of men to buy her drinks. She was a pretty woman, diminutive, quick-witted, and lively. When drunk enough, she sometimes laughed again. She avoided sobriety, for it sank her into depression, and she hated being alone. So, she had moved in with Kenny, a songwriter from Texas trying to make the big time in Country Music.

Nashville was full of songwriters, but few of them as bad as Kenny. When he decided Memphis was a better fit for his special talent, Joyce went with him. From Memphis, they headed to California, by way of Dallas. In Dallas, Kenny turned on Joyce one night, taking out all his disappointment on her. They both had been drunk, Joyce did not remember the beating when she woke up in Parkland Hospital two days later with two missing teeth, a fractured pelvis, and a cracked skull. That was the first time Kenny almost killed her. The last time was two months ago, and Joyce had not had a drink since.

Karen had busied herself with her children at breakfast, remaining detached from the others, offering only a few polite words when spoken to. Now, she looked toward Mattie and cleared her throat, started to speak but changed her mind..

“Joyce is a little shy, Karen. Has trouble expressing herself!” Mattie’s smile covered them all.

“About as shy as a stripper!” Annette’s giggle was new to everyone, it had taken her a long time to find humor in anything, but lately she bubbled with good humor. “That's our little Joyce. She'll grow on you, Karen!” Another giggle.

“I can’t help it, I’m gettin’ vibes here. Karen's just not sure ‘bout all this!” She waved her hand about. “She's wishin’ she’d never opened this can of worms!”

“No, I’m really grateful,“ Karen spoke to them all, then to Mattie. “I really am, Mattie. For everything. This place, well, it’s just beautiful, but I need to go home. Where‘s Jude? Could she take us home?”

“I knew it!” Joyce took a pillow from the loveseat and went to sit on the floor in front of Karen. “It‘s too soon, Karen. You are safe here, your kids are safe, and having fun. Look at them, see?”

They all watched the children playing tag, chasing each other, laughing. Carefree. Grace had placed Sissy on a quilt on the ground, where she lay sucking her bottle.

“They’re young, Karen,” Frances lit another cigarette. “The older they get, the more damaged they are. Look at my Rita.” Her round face crinkled, as she pressed her lips together tightly, but lost out to the tears She took a tissue from her dress pocket and dabbed at her eyes. “But you can change things for those kids! Don’t go back to him!”

“Yeah, sweetheart, what’s your hurry?” Joyce asked. “We’re all takin’ it one day at a time. Especially me!”

“But I have no money, nothing!“ For the first time Karen let herself go. Sitting there, surrounded by strangers, she held her face in her hands, and sobbed like a heartbroken child. “But Johnny’d never hurt the kids!” She blurted through her fingers.

“When he hurts you, he hurts his children.“ Joyce scooted closer, patting Karen’s foot gently. No one spoke again until the crying subsided.

“You need no money here, Karen. You need nothing but time. Won’t you give yourself that? A kind of hiatus between the past and the future.” Mattie rose to answer the phone in her nearby office. “Excuse me, I’ll be right back.”

Karen reached for a tissue on a table next to her, and dried her eyes. She turned again to watch the children in the yard. J. J. and James played in the sandbox. Lindy was tugging on Rita's hand, pulling at her in Lindy's bossy way. "Come on, Rita, come swing us," Lindy insisted. Rita reluctantly followed, with the tenacious Lindy dragging her onward with both hands. Chubby little Millie skipped along behind, pigtails bouncing on her shoulders. Grace cradled the sleeping Sissy, rocking slightly back and forth on the bench, her attention constantly darting from one child to the next. They could have been posing for a Rockwell painting.

"No, Joyce, this wasn't the first time the son of a bitch hit me." Karen pulled her attention away from the playground, giving Joyce a half-hearted grin. "But this one was the worse." She brushed a strand of tawny brown hair away from her cheek. "How long have you been here, Annette?"

"The longest. I'm afraid I'll wear out my welcome!" Another giggle. "Be eight months July 4th."

"Annette." Mattie stood beside her chair, hesitating before speaking again.

"What is it?" Annette could see, as they all could, that something was wrong, Mattie's face was too serious.

"Wayne was released this morning."

Annette caught her breath, both badly scarred hands flying to her chest, grabbing at her blouse, clutching at her chest. She looked like she would faint, her face ghost white. Her blue eyes clung desperately to Mattie's.

"They let him out, that was his parole officer letting us know."

"Already? I thought the prick got a year!" Joyce had jumped to her feet and quickly moved to stand beside Mattie.

"He's been a good boy."

“What if someone tells him where we are?” Annette’s terror shook her entire body and she hugged herself to control the trembling. “He’s smart, he’ll find out!”

“Stop it, Annette!” The authoritative tone coming from Laverne shocked them, so unlike her to speak at all, much less in that commanding way. The intensity of the look she flashed Annette darkened her eyes into glinting black orbs. "He can not hurt you here!" She rose from the love seat, and moved to the window. Her arms folded, her back to the others, she stood there scanning the property, like a raven on a wire, dark head darting from side to side,

"I'll alert Ted and Frank, and the others," Mattie continued, "and we'll contract extra security, it'll be a big mistake for him, or anyone else, to show up here, so don't worry, Annette." Mattie took a Lucky Strike from the pocket of her gray gabardine slacks. She lit it, inhaled, and then released a thin ribbon of smoke to waft around her head. "Laverne is absolutely right!"

Intuitively, Mattie knew that Laverne had crossed some kind of internal marker, that she had drawn on a piece of strength she had not known was there. Perhaps this childless woman felt a survival instinct stronger for the needs of others than she had ever felt for own. Mattie suspected that Annette's understandable panic had triggered an impulse buried deep inside Laverne. Laverne had been with them long enough to witness the emergence of Annette's giggle, had seen the recent light-heartedness in her, the beginning of healing. Like a mother panther, Laverne had sprung into action to protect the progress Annette had made, to guard that wonderful giggle. Mattie realized there was an opportunity here, and she acted on it. "Laverne, would you consider moving in with Annette and her kids for the next few days?"

Laverne didn't respond immediately, didn't turn around, just kept looking into the distance.

"I'm going to get James and Millie, I want them inside!" Annette bolted from the sofa, and charged for the door.

"Wait, I'll go with you." Laverne was behind her, giving Mattie a quick nod in passing, following Annette from the room.

"Brilliance!" Joyce beamed her approval up to Mattie. "Wow!" Again, the phone rang.

"I'll get that, Mat!" Joyce said.

"No, I'm expecting a call." Mattie hesitated in the hallway, letting the phone ring again. "But, would you find someone to take Annette's place today, doing the laundry?"

"You bet."

"Hello," Mattie's voice carried into the living room. "Yes, can you hold on?" She laid the phone receiver on the desk, and stuck her head around the door. "Can you wait, Karen, I want to talk to you a little longer. Be right back."

"Come, Fran, let's do laundry, you can help me fold!" Joyce turned to point a finger at Karen. "And you stay put!"

Joyce taking charge was accepted, and the others had come to depend on her, Mattie included. Mattie had growing concerns, and today's disturbing news only added to them. She knew that the women were taking too long to move on with their lives. She knew she was to blame for it. She wanted to keep them there, safe, as long as possible, but by doing so, she increased the danger of their location being discovered. The core idea from the beginning, the basic purpose of The Right Place was to transition every one who came there into outside lives as soon as they were able to support themselves and their children.

Annette was capable of that now, had been for at least a month, but the group had become so much a family, Mattie had waited. She had spoken to her old friend Annie last week about a future placement for Annette. The two women seemed a good match, even shared the same first name. Annie and Haskell Martin had expanded their grocery store near Pottsboro, adding a gift shop, and increasing Annie's mail order business. Assisting Annie with the mail order business seemed the perfect position for Annette. The farm would be ideal for the children, and the nearby vacation cabins on the lake were now being rented to long term tenants. Mattie decided to move Annette in that direction, quickly.

Joyce, on the other hand, reminded Mattie of herself in so many ways, and she trusted her insight, her shrewd management abilities. She was the first of the women to live there with the potential Mattie was looking for in an assistant. An Assistant Director. Joyce possessed what Mattie considered controlled compassion. The handling of the challenges in her own life when given the chance she'd needed, impressed Mattie. Everyone wanted Joyce on their side and Mattie knew the feisty little blond, after a very long time, had found a reason for living. Mattie recognized that she herself lacked Joyce's controlled compassion, for Mattie felt everyone's pain too personally. In that respect, Mattie saw in Joyce someone better suited for day to day operations than she was.

And Mattie felt some of her old restlessness stirring. She wanted to spend more time with Max, and learn more about his business, and to enjoy their marriage. To socialize with friends, and family. To take a more active part in her daughters' lives, in their interests. Edie's talent, for instance. Her sketching surprised them all when she had begun taking her pad out to the gazebo in the back yard, spending hours there alone. She never volunteered her drawings, so no one pressed her. The teenager liked her private time, so it wasn't unusual, One day Mattie wandered out, to casually peek over her daughter's shoulder, and discovered Edie's gift. Now, at fourteen, Edie was already thinking about art schools, even had requested packets from several institutes in Europe.

Mattie's work here had consumed most of her time, without a break, first in the planning, then the establishing, and now the operations. The same was true for Max, for he had thrown himself tirelessly into CDC, Inc. and it was paying off, both in Dallas and in Houston.
The Right Place was well supported now, in good hands all around, and she felt herself becoming less needed. It had become its own entity.

She knew that Jude's business required more and more of her attention, and Davy was growing up fast, would be starting school in the fall. Jude's time with the women and children here had decreased to only a couple hours each morning on most days. Mattie also suspected that the long friendship between Jude and Charlie Percy was developing into something more.

It was transition time, for all of them.

FATHER UNKNOWN

Spring, 1950

Chapter One

The first light of day--breaking through the crack between earth and sky, spraying and splattering the enormous branches and leathery leaves of the seven ancient magnolia trees lining the east end of the property--was Jude’s perfect time. She began her day early, arriving on the premises around six. On clear mornings, such as this one, she enjoyed sitting in the glider at the far edge of the patio, sipping her coffee. Quietly alone, undisturbed by the distant hum of traffic or the occasional engine starting in the neighborhood somewhere, Jude watched the sunrise, and marveled at the complex patterns of life.

Somehow, those giant magnolia trees had survived the centuries, prospering there despite the stubborn black clay, the long dry heat of Dallas summers, against all odds. In precise alignment, perfectly spaced, under the most unlikely, often intolerable, conditions, the massive old trees thrived. Blossoming, and re-blossoming, year after year, the creamy white flowers infused the air with their classic honey-sweet fragrance. Their majestic presence, their mysterious origin, was legendary. Jude Featherstone felt a kinship to those trees.

Those solitary moments of reflection were precious and fleeting, for the needs of the women and children who come to The Right Place--their fragile lives shattered like glass--required her friendship, her calm understanding, her gentle reassurance that they could overcome and flourish. Wise beyond her years, the twenty-year-old woman of refined substance identified with them all. She had lived in their pain, knew firsthand the helplessness of abuse and neglect, and its potential for spiritual and physical defeat. She was well acquainted with the indiscriminately crushing fist of fate.

Jude finished her coffee, her mind on Karen--the young mother of three delivered to them on Friday--and hurried into the house, into the kitchen where Gayle and Laverne were preparing breakfast. At seven o’clock, the meal would be served in the over-sized dining room, which accommodated as many as twenty-four chairs around an expansive oak table in a family type setting. By the time Mattie Caliber, Jude's mother and the director of the home, arrived at 8:30, everyone would have eaten, the women relaxing in the living room for introductions of newcomers, instruction, and encouragement.

A cul-de-sac just off a main thoroughfare between Dallas and Rockwall Counties fronted the residence, situated on a five-acre expanse of prime real estate. Established by Mattie Caliber as a posthumous memorial to Samuel and Claudia Wright, The Right Place was grounded in the tenets of reciprocity, was founded on the Wrights’ principle that there exists a natural obligation to extend a helping hand, especially to women and children in need. Sam and Claudia Wright had been Mattie's salvation at a time in her life when she had floundered on the brink of a mental breakdown, having lost her entire family.

Presently there were five women and six children living at the sanctuary, its location and purpose carefully guarded for the safety of those it served. Only the director’s family, her attorney, and closest associates knew the location of The Right Place. Working exclusively with family services’ department head, Miriam Berry, and family friend, Dr. Al Percy, the establishment provided a safe, uplifting environment where those in need could be sustained and restored, and receive the opportunity to gain control of their lives. The home, fully funded by the Wright Foundation, opened its doors two years ago last month, on April 1.

Teacher Evelyn Watson, guided by state mandated curriculum and requirements, tutored school age children in a fully-equipped classroom, as special effort was made to keep the students on track academically during this transitional period in their lives.  Although school was out for the summer, story time continued after lunch for the school age children just as it did when classrooms were in session.  Evelyn had begun Ten Weeks with a Circus, reading a chapter each day about the runaway orphan boy, Toby Tyler, encouraging discussion and journal writing. Sometimes the children compared their own problems with those of the characters in the stories. Evelyn believed the discussions and the writing, following the daily readings, helped them to express themselves, to understand that conflict in life happens, and that they were not alone. The journals were often emotional and revealing, giving Evelyn insight into each child‘s special circumstance.

Closely supervised, all the children  played in the recreational areas located in the lower level of the sprawling, split-level home, or outdoors in the secluded back yard park protected by an impenetrable privacy fence that enclosed the sizable property. Some mornings Jude brought her son Davy with her, but today he was with Papa Max.

“You need some help?” Jude asked Laverne, who was filling bowls with dry cereal and placing them on the long serving counter separating the kitchen from the dining room.

“I need some milk and more sugar,” Laverne said, “and silverware.”

“How about juice?”

“Oh, that, too.” Laverne’s thin face blushed, as it always did when anyone directly engaged her in conversation. “I forgot.” Diverting her eyes, she added, “Bananas. Need those, too.” She was twenty-six and childless, her face as scarred from years of beatings as her fragile psyche. Into her third week at the home, this was her first day at kitchen duty.

“You’re doing great, Laverne, I’ll help you with the rest of the cereal.” Jude gave her a wink and an encouraging smile.

“Why look at you!” Jude retrieved a jug of milk from the dairy refrigerator, and nudged Gayle playfully. “I love your new hairdo! Very flattering.”

“Thanks,Sweet Tart, but I’ll like it better in a couple of weeks, it’s a tad too short for my liking.” The large, older woman’s shoulders shook with her lilting laughter. Her plump freckled bare arms and strong hands briskly whisked a bowl-full of eggs for omelets. Bacon sizzled on the griddle. “But it’s easy! All I have to do is brush it and go. I never have been one to fuss over myself, as you can tell!”

“Oh, Gayle, this kitchen wouldn’t be the same without your beautiful face in the mornings!” Jude said.

Gayle twisted around to grin broadly and roll her eyes at Jude, then returned to whisking the eggs, her entire body involved in the action.

Gayle Morrison was an exceptional cook, one of two kitchen managers; she was a trained dietitian who planned every meal. Gayle had the morning shift, but was joined by Lucille Dotson, equally qualified and experienced, for the lunch preparation, after which Gayle’s workday ended. Lucille took charge of the kitchen for the rest of the day. These two women, and their husbands, made up two-thirds of the salaried staff.  Evelyn Watson, and housemother, Grace Moore, were the other two members. All had been there since the beginning, and each lived in private apartments on the premises. Gayle and Lucille were married, living with their husbands. Ted Morrison and Frank Dotson shared maintenance duties, including lawn care. Grace, being widowed, lived alone. Evelyn Watson had never married.

“And you know it!” Jude removed the lid from a full bottle of milk and placed it on the serving bar. “I wonder if Karen has interacted with everyone yet. Mama said she rested most of the weekend.” Jude began filling the remaining bowls with cereal, while Laverne set out glasses for the juice and milk.

“Yes, she ate some,” Laverne said. “A little.” The fact that Laverne felt confident enough to speak encouraged Jude.

“How did she look? Was she feeling okay?”

“She looked awful beat up.” Her words sounded flat, without emotion, as Laverne continued with her chores. However, Jude was pleased with the progress Laverne had made, just over the weekend.

“I know, she looked bad on Friday.”

“I haven’t met her yet, she didn’t come to the dining room for breakfast or lunch, all weekend,” Gayle said, carrying a stack of empty trays to the serving bar. “That’s the down side of not being here all day, miss the late arrivals.”

“Well, you can always stay, you know!” Jude teased.

“I would if my knees would let me, but by two o’clock, I just can’t wait to prop up my feet, and you know I can’t miss my soap operas! Oops, almost forgot about the biscuits!” She grabbed a mitt, and opened one of the oven doors.

“I’ll go check on Karen, and the kids, before everyone comes in,” Jude said, being of no more use in the kitchen.“Be right back.”

She hurried down the wide corridor leading to the north wing, which housed three separate suites of rooms for the women with children. Jude had planned the interior design for the entire house, but she most enjoyed the work done in the north wing, for she loved designing for children. Since Karen had three, she had been placed in the apartment with two bedrooms. Jude had patterned this particular suite after the first rooms she had ever designed: Edie’s, her younger sister, and Jude’s own room, which she shared with  Davy, at her parents’ home in Oak Cliff. Now six, Davy wanted a room of his own, so she had added a new project to her long list.

She opened her interior decorating business last year. Caliber Development and Construction, CDC, Inc., had been her first client, and remained her most important one. With all the new motels, shopping centers, and housing developments, designed and constructed by her stepfather’s company, she quickly had become overwhelmed. She realized that she needed a partner, a staff, and a real office in a commercial location, not the upstairs apartment at home which had become her temporary workplace. She kept most of her samples and other related materials there and sometimes used the apartment to meet with clients. But she needed help.

She knew she must tackle the task of finding a partner immediately, someone with business sense, accounting knowledge, and presentation abilities, for in that area she realized her limitations quickly. She was also considering her own in-house crew of painters, paperhangers, and window treatment specialists, rather than sub-contracting the work, as she had done from the beginning. Charlie Percy’s face flashed across her mind, reminding her of their dinner date that evening, as she knocked on Karen’s door. I will think about that tonight.

Four-year-old Lindy opened the door and peered up at Jude. Lindy was dressed, her hair neatly combed.

“Hello, there. Remember me?” Jude squatted to eye level with the precocious child.

“Yes,” the little girl said, bobbing her head.“Mom-m-ma, somebody’s here!”

“It’s me, Jude.Thought I’d—“

“Oh, hi,” Karen said, coming to the door, Sissy on her hip.

“Y’all ready for breakfast?”

“We were just waiting for the buzzer. Come on, J.J.” Karen motioned with her free hand for her two-year-old son.

“I thought I’d walk to the dining room with you.” Jude smiled at the young mother, relieved that most of the swelling was gone from her face; the purple-yellowish discoloration remained around the stitches in her brow.

“You look good, how is your shoulder?”

“I feel much better, thanks. A little uneasy about seeing everyone, but I know I cannot stay cooped up here, although it is a beautiful place. I am still in shock, the way me and the kids wound up here.” She shook her head, her long ponytail swinging across her shoulders. “I can’t believe it, clothes here for us, and everything.”

She looked down at the new skirt and blouse she had found in the closet.“I didn’t think of bringing anything with us, when we left the house yesterday, all I could think about was leaving before Johnny came back.” Her dark eyes probed Jude’s, sending a silent message of confused gratitude.

“I grabbed a couple of bottles for Sissy, and her diapers, and that was it!” She shifted Sissy a little. “I mean, what do I do about our clothes, our stuff? Everything we have in the world is at the house.”

“I know. But, you’re going to be fine, give yourself a couple more days. When you can use that shoulder, you’ll feel better.”

“I had no idea what would happen, when I went to the sheriff’s office, and I was really in bad shape, wasn’t thinking clearly at all,”

“You did exactly the right thing, Karen,” Jude assured her, “And don’t look back, think only about today, what you can do today for yourself and your kids.” She laughed, raising her dark brows, and taking a deep breath. “That will give you plenty to do, and we will deal with tomorrow when it comes!” She smiled, and added, “You are safe, and we are here to help you.”

But already Karen was showing regret. Jude had seen it often, more often than not, in the women who came from situations like Karen's. Her body language whispered it, the need to get back to her life, to where she belonged, to try harder to please her husband. Jude recognized the fear, and the guilt, there: the fear that she had made matters worse, and the guilt that she had abandoned her husband when he needed her the most. The guilt too often won out. Jude had seen too many return to more of the same. She feared for Karen.

Jude turned her attention to Lindy and J.J. “Have you kids been outside yet? It’s a beautiful day.”

“Go play?” J.J.’s blue eyes popped in excitement. “Momma, c’mon!” he begged, heading for the door. In the hallway, the mealtime buzzer sounded.

“After breakfast, you can go play.” Karen guided her children though the door behind Jude. Lindy and J.J. rushed down the hallway. “Wait, kids,” their mother called. “Don’t run.”

“Hi, Sissy,” Jude said, smiling at the adorable six-month-old baby. “You want to come to me?” Sissy clung to her mother, pushing coppery curls against the gauzy sling protecting Karen’s injured shoulder. The baby focused on Jude’s face in wide-eyed curiosity.

Jude held out her arms, and after a brief hesitation, Sissy went to her, her head pulled back, her eyes staring directly into Jude’s. Jude laughed, giving the padded bottom a couple of gentle pats.

Frances and Annette, from the other two suites, joined them in the hallway, along with their three children. Jude loved watching the children’s  interaction, their guilelessness, their innocence, so different from the adults who often held back, wary of each other, waiting for the other to make the first move. Not so with children.

Certainly not with the four new friends who walked side by side, like stair steps, holding hands, ready to go play! Although older, James and his sister, Millie--Annette’s two--still shared a commonality with little Lindy and J.J., having only known them a couple of days. The resilience of the children who passed through The Right Place warmed Jude’s heart. Always seeing the little ones, the readiness with which they accepted the changes in their lives, encouraged Jude everyday

However, Rita, the thirteen-year-old daughter of Frances, displayed the reticence of some teenagers, not fitting in with the children, or the adults. She hung back, walked alone, behind the younger ones, but in front of the women. Watching Rita, the telltale slump in her thin shoulders, the limpness of her dark hair, reminded Jude so much of herself at that age, and thinking of all that may have befallen the girl already, broke Jude‘s heart.

It was for all the Ritas of the world that Jude came to The Right Place every morning.